#14... almost 4 months? WTF

Hallo alle zusammen :)

1/3 of my exchangeyear is over now and that  is so  unbelievable because it doesn't feels like 4 months. Its December now, what means that my hostsister Zoé from Belgium will go home soon and that makes me quite a bit sad because zoé became a really good friend of mine and I think I will miss spending time with her!

But I have news! As the last weeks/months got a little bit harder because I am allergic against the dog of my hostfamily and I´m often home alone I decided to change hostfamilies. It wasn´t that easy for me to make that decission but I think that makes things easier for me and this is my year, a year where I can be selfish and I can make selfish decissions. Searching for a new hostfamily isn´t that easy at all and also finding  a hostfamily  in the town you live makes it even harder but I talked to my school and they published an article about me looking for a new hostfamily in the school newspaper and yeah I kinda hope that there will be a new hostfamily soon. 

But not just my hostfamily is very important to me now also learning dutch is a big part of my exchangeyear. Learning dutch seemed in the beginning to be  unbelievable hard but now I kinda speak the language fluently and I am also proud of that.

#13... Enjoying life

Hallo alle  zusammen:)

Month no.3 is almost over and still everthing is so impressive because getting used to the habbits of a new family in a new country isn´t as easy as expected but I  love to feel that I´m getting part of something that seemed one year ago so unbelievable far away,but now really happens.
In the last month so many  good things, there are e.g. so many  friendships I improved, I improved my dutch skills and also the relation to my hostfamily got on another level  now.
Last week the first dutch test of my organisation yfu took place and I`m quite conident with my results to be honest.
I´m also part of the christmasmusical in my school and thats pretty cool because now i am a member of something and that feels pretty good. Espacially the meetings when we practise aare so much fun.
I reallly feel like creating something new and maybe also very different here in the Netherlands,because everyting I am and what I have here is more or less thing I created myself and I'm pretty proud of what I created. I am very glad that I can say that there are people I call my friends and also that I can say my hostfamily became part of my faamily or is a family for  me.
Also if not everything went exactly how I expected things to happen I am very confident here and I cant imagine to miss that. My  gap year, my friends, dutch,the netherlands an espacially my hostfamily.